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The Piano Is Louder This Time

by Ethan Palmer

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1.
Overture 01:25
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God, I wish I knew how we all arrived here; Spinning and falling listlessly through the air Crying, praying, or singing praises for someone that maybe cares. Or resigned to the fact that no one is really there. And everybody's reaching out hoping for ground under their feet, be it gold, be it God, be it love be it blind company. And I will hold on to you if you hold on to me. I don't know where we're going but I know where I want to be. I hope one day you'll come around, stop hiding your soul up in your house. Putting all of your faith in some small silver band. I'm getting you the hell out of the promised land. You must insist that it's never been quite so bad, that we might stumble down blindly and still somehow stumble back. but when life is hard, when you're feeling so sad you say happiness isn't what you've got only what you've had. I grew tired of this life where I was bound so I took my lost loves and buried them in the ground. But now I'm caught up in this cacophony of sound, screaming "take it or break it but love will always be found." Love, love will find a way Love will find a way into all of your plans.
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Babeling 03:56
Can’t you see we can’t possibly move too fast? We’re paying our penitence to our circumstance. You think you hear a voice caught on the cusp of the wind but you wouldn’t ever dare ever let any of them in. Now the clouds will carry all of our dreams: Shapes in the water that I’ve never seen. But when they get too big they’ll fall right down on our heads. No amount of wishing can keep those thoughts in. Now the whole world’s mad right down to their little bones, they’re locking all the churches and throwing all their stones. But if God’s so concerned with our original sin, He sure as hell isn’t letting any of us in. Didn’t you say it’s all over? Didn’t you let it all pour out? Didn’t you say that you found yourself? Yeah you did but you don’t know how, Just babbling on ‘bout Babel burning to the ground. Don’t you dare tell me that I can’t be free, that I’m bound to an order, some inherent hierarchy. I will knock down this wall and let the chips fall where they may. I hear the trumpet ringing louder so just get the hell out of my way. Build up, build up, till you reach up higher than the sky and pierce through the belly of heaven’s unadulterated mind and ask all of creation if it has anything left to say. When it politely declines well just go on your own way. Didn’t you try to warn me? If I dare ever not stand down? Didn’t you say that there’d be consequences? Yeah you did but you didn’t say how. Babbling on about Babel burning to the…
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Persepolis 06:20
Do you remember before the moon stole the sun's crown? Standing on giants, we were kings and gods and this was our town We were in over our shoulders and it all came crashing down I was a mountain before the rain swept it all away This was an empire We watched it sink into decay We were in over our shoulders we were in over our shoulders I was a mountain Until I draped my head Under the covers Of blinding insignificance And we were in over our shoulders And we were in over our shoulders And there used to be houses here There used to be houses here This was different I never tried so hard It was a battle And I damn well wouldn't bet on my heart I knew it was over But I wasn't man enough to let ever Let it see the light If you're always wrong You might as well pretend you're always right I'm always right And we were in over our shoulders And we raised our hands up We were trying to breach the soil There used to be houses here There used to be people here There used to be roads and theaters Sing it louder Sing it softer Sing it anyway you want Because in the end It doesn't really matter We were in over our shoulders And we raised our hands up And we raised our hands There used to be houses here There used to be people here There used to be roads and theaters and then the soil swept it down And we raised our hands we raised our hands up We were trying to breach the soil but we could never breach the soil I was a mountain... I was a mountain...
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Interlude 00:42
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Try to be who we thought you were before and see those thoughts you're so taxed to find. The blank replies leave you wanting more and more you'll find it's always better the first time. So take those lots, those shattered clocks you left behind but you always wished you could rewind. And know tonight, that light you see will guide you back home where you can whoever the hell you want to be. You say, "I cannot believe. When you believe, it can all come crashing down. I will not believe. Well, I believe I've never really had a doubt. A doubt." I cannot meet all of these ardent expectations well you never cared so you've never had to try. And though you wear that sweet scent of imitation you've never been one to ever compromise. Because you never wanted any sense of obligation, just conversation to get you through the night. What the hell do you want, some sort of false accommodation? Well you've already gone and taken one of mine. And I say, "I cannot believe. When you believe, it can all come crashing down. I will not believe. Well, I believe you've never really had a doubt. A doubt." And if it's all the same, why would you ever dare try to patch it up? You'll find anyone to blame, so long as it means you never have to stop. You never have to stop. You never have to stop. I cannot believe. When you believe, it can all come crashing down. I will not believe. Well, I believe I've never really had a doubt. A doubt. A doubt.
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Letting it out going down the road it's a long straight line these long straight lines Going it out, going back alone gotta stay in line. Just stay in line. I thought if I believed something enough I could take it all and make us change but the more I try to move us the more we all remain the same. So take your head and lay it down lest you see we're caught in constant motion. Dry your eyes out with the sound once you see we're caught in constant motion. Leave your love and let it drown can't be caught up with these false emotions. Grab your bags we'll leave this town gotta keep up with our constant motion. She came in looking like a brand-new wreck with the smoke in her eyes, caught in some other time. How the hell can I pay any respect when I'm driving blind back across the state line? She came back to apologize and she cried "God, we are not alone." But these days I've realized we're wandering and we have no home. I let it all pour out through your hands, and down into the ground. And you watched it, you hoped your love would come around. But you wanted, to let it all drown. You wanted to let it all drown.
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I found a friendship locked in faded blue pen and I don't know where it all came from just how it all ends... I'll run back to meet you I will cover my eyes and throw my hands up in the air and act surprised no use in tomorrow I'll stay in yesterday flip through crumpled old memories and pretend we don't change, we don't change and I don't belong here and I don't belong here and I don't belong here and I don't belong here It's a lonely blanklet caught on a summers bed it's a static image that lingers long after the thought in your head so drive out to darkness and ride in real late you can't see it then but now you know it's too late it's too late CHORUS and old pictures are deceiving you see how you look and not how you're feeling you try to make it up, but it just circles down the sink like a shadow caught in drying ink. CHORUS
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Idol Hands 04:14
We’re stuffed into our classrooms To learn all about our history Of all the past mistakes for us to Properly repeat And we’re flying our flag forward ‘Cause we’re never in retreat So march on, march on Until you circle back around to me I was just talking about All of these reoccurring themes Of all the wars of attrition The Leviathan tearing at his seams He said “Child I can’t keep up, it’s getting dark Yeah I just can’t see” I thought “I knew it, I knew it” It was the sunset on the American dream. So hold your hand over your heart Lest they see it’s got a different point of view And lend your vote to the art Of fucking people over and pretending That you never knew Well now Laffer’s loudly laughing All the way right down to the bank As a penny trickles down Till it’s caught up as a mistake While the only kid that’s keen sees that The whole puppet show is fake He cries “when greed is God You steal ‘til there’s nothing left to take.” So take my mind and give it back to the scholars Take my heart and give it back to the land Take my legs and let them go do some wandering And give the devil back my idol hands These modern games have gotten far too smart We’re running around blindly looking for anything new And I really just want to go right back to the start Where I never need anybody else But you
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Turnabout 06:11
I walked back home last night And the water soaked up the street While a voice softly whispered to me “Though this place is lost and dead I wonder if it ever really even existed.” And the rain lit up the road While a street lamp sat idly by And I watched from my living room But I dare not ever go outside When the inside is all that I’ve ever known Now the sun is sinking fast I’m next to all of these people that I don’t know anymore Laying in the grass wondering how long Friends can possibly last I’m forgetting all I’ve ever been taught Rolling down the hill at night Losing my keys and myself Hoping that we don’t get caught, you can stay here But I most certainly will not Strange how I lose myself When I try to find myself But no one deserves a second chance And no one gets a second chance And time carries you on I think I saw me standing there Alone against the wall, pondering anything and everything This faulty memory’s hardly fair But lately I’ve found I don’t really even care Now I’m slowly passing out Feel like I’m drowning myself…God, I can’t do this anymore I just wanna know what it was all about But these days feel more and more Like I’m caught in a turnabout Strange how I lose myself When I try to find myself But no one deserves a second chance And no one gets a second chance And time carries you on
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Mallory 04:08
I will let you down Soon as we hit the ground I will let you down Just when I come around I will let you down Long as the heart is a crown to be won Lord knows, I will let you down You wanted some simple revelry But swept up in convenient company It was never what you needed All the pain that it brings You are ever so wanting It’s not a gift or a curse or a song It’s just another reason to know we’re half wrong If you believe then I believe You haven’t been around long To see the weak from the strong I will let you down Soon as we hit the ground I will let you down Just when I come around I will let you down Long as the heart is a crown to be won Lord knows, I will let you down Give another reason to give in to fate And walk that thin line between love and hate And as you fall I will stand there, just make you wait I always hesitate The only reason I try is because it’s there If love weren’t a challenge I wouldn’t even care And as I reach that sweet summit Breathe in that cool, thin air I’ll leave you standing there I will let you down Soon as we hit the ground I will let you down Just when I come around I will let you down Long as the heart is a crown to be won Lord knows, I will let you down
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Reprise 02:17

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released March 9, 2012

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